

"This hope we have as an anchor of the soul, a hope both sure and steadfast and one which enters within the veil…" Hebrews 6:19



Before I launch directly into my journaling, I would like to take the time to share the most significant moment that nudged me to take on this venture. It’s like the final push in this direction. But first and foremost, I want to say that this is my personal journey with my experiences. My desire in sharing these is to encourage you to dig deeper and to discover who you were created to be. If you have ever wondered if there is more to this life, the answer is a resounding absolutely, positively yes! You were created for a purpose. More on that later.
If you are just getting to know me, I would like you to meet our four children. Our youngest, Mariah Fei-Li Lan was born in China. We brought her home in 2005. That was our very first major international trip. We have come to love to travel, seeing this world created for us. We honeymooned in Hawaii and returned there five years later; then again in 2012, all 6 of us.
Our oldest son is Alex with Tim and Morgan following. More on these precious gifts later. As we began to travel more, we had a stirring to do more than just travel. Upon returning home from this trip to Hawaii, we had our first ever opportunity to learn more about missions. For now, I will just describe missions as serving others in the Name of Jesus. We attended an informational meeting of upcoming trips. Immediately, my husband, Scott said that he thought we were to go to Costa Rica. This was the exact trip I was also being lead to. In July 2013, Alex and Tim joined us for our first missions trip. Since then, we have also been to Africa. (I will most certainly discuss these trips more in the future.)
As to not draw this out, I want to get back to the most significant nudge to begin blogging. There are surely other moments that brought me to this one and maybe those moments will come up in future blogs. Scott and myself were given an opportunity late last year that was somewhat unexpected…leading a global team from our church to Antigua January 28 to February 4, 2018. Unexpected because our sights were set on a different location. However, we were open and seeking the right place for us. A place the Lord wanted us to go to. This was post-Hurricane Irma and Hurricane Maria. Our thoughts were that maybe we could work with the Barbudian refugees in Antigua. Barbuda is Antigua’s sister island that was completely wiped out. But until we arrived, many had already moved back to claim their property. As this team and trip developed quickly, we did not have the normal training track. Therefore, I felt led to request our team to fast the beginning of the year. Our team of six all agreed to start 2018 with a 21 day fast. This preparation did not look the same for all of us. Some fasted certain food groups, others certain meals every day. It was not in the how so much as the motive behind it. We wanted to empty ourselves of us, of our selfishness nature. Thus having time and space to fill ourselves with The Word and His Presence. And this certainly set the atmosphere.
We could not have expected all the Lord was going to do on this trip. This is the most significant nudge I received to step out and blog. When we returned from this trip, none of us wanted to forget a single moment. We also wanted to share what happened every day with a family from our church that was in language school in Costa Rica in preparation to move to Antigua. Then there were all those asking us about our trip. Literally, it would take hours to share all that happened…all that God did. We just had front row seats to all He did. Scott would start out by saying ‘to make a long story short’, but it never happened. There was just no way to shorten the story. I am here to share this story. Our day to day of all God did while we were in Antigua earlier this year. Why? Because in sharing, we were being prompted to say that God is God and He is the same here as He is there. What He did there, He wants to do here. Hopefully, this will just be the spark for you. May the spark set a forest on fire, right where you are and all for the glory of God, the lover of your soul.
Thanks for joining me!
Well, for quite some time I have been experiencing the nudge. You may be asking yourself, what nudge? One to write….not books though. That’s my daughter’s gig. Actually and truthfully, to journal right here. I can recall the first time I ever heard about journaling. It sounded like a fantastic idea…and believe me, it was before blogging ever existed. I sat down with a notebook and pen and nothing. Honestly, the idea was fantastic but putting it into action was not. It took awhile for me to acquire the desire and discipline to begin journaling. At first, I struggled to just make it a habit. Today, however, my struggle is more of letting go of the notebook and pen to embrace this concept of blogging. Now, you may be asking yourself, why journal? That is something I asked myself not once, but numerous times. For me, it became part of my dedicated quiet time. A place of reflection. A time of devotion. I have now been journaling for well over a decade and a half, not consistently, but more intentionally as the years have come and gone. One reason that I journal is to leave behind my thoughts, my dreams, my prayers and petitions, and most importantly the works of God that I have witnessed. It’s like a gift to my children when I am no longer here. A gift I hope they will glean from and hopefully continue to grow from, as well. Journaling is also my journey with my closest and best friend…my growing relationship with Jesus Christ. I would be honored if you came along on this journey with me.
Thanks for joining me!
